you keep showin up like youre even relevant anymore

why did i ever believe that itd be worth speakin to him when he cares less about me than evenĀ mora does

i thought it was just a rough patch but i guess hes gone

an karkat aint too gentle about it either

i wonder how bad i fucked up

i never even noticed he had left me

its almost halloween

its almost time

i trusted him with things

secrets an thoughts

he an vic can be best friends

at least i never got to tell him i loved him right

i mean not that thats what i felt

but it never got to that point

thats a bright side i suppose

the problem here is that i keep bein drawn to my symbol

im just gonna find a way to carve my symbol into this tub